November 2011
2 posts
wow..this tumblr makes me look bi-polar....i cant...
...i miss talking with you
October 2011
1 post
HOW DUMB ARE YOU!? FOR FUCKS SAKE.
im mad at you. if your ever smart enough to look back at this id like to let you know i deleted my aim. you only come back when things get hard on you , or when there is nobody you wanna date in Illinois . i’ve forgiven you for two going after two of my best friends,leaving multiple times,hurting me like crazy, for fuck sake i always say it’s okay or it’s alright or what’s...
July 2011
2 posts
June 2011
23 posts
i don’t like that fact that all it seems that remember about me is my birthday and my bra size..
fuck.
like really,who makes a tumblr just vent about how they feel about one person.
oh wait thats me…
wounder if i’ll ever show you this.
you know how i told you i always sleep at the edge of my bed,cuz it makes me feel dangerous.
that isent why.
…more so when i noticed myself doing that i when i first understood what love was.
when i noticed that i hadn’t slept in the middle of my bed in a while, i retreated back to the middle only to find myself moving back to the edge when i rolled over to look at the middle,i...
i hate that i don’t know any of your habits,you know like those habits you only notice when your with a person a long time.iunno i probably put a bit to much appreciation into dumb things like that„
i hate that people get to see you on daily basis and don’t even get how brilliant you are.i’v never met even met you before but i’d kill to be with you even for a minute.
every time i hear Chicago in a song lyric or on the television, i cant help but think of you.
im scared that i cant bring myself to hate you… not even one little bit.
i miss your voice.
in all honesty, i liked you better when you were 16 .
what other girl is writing about you at one thirty in the morning..
why you left is terrible.
you used me.
as soon you saw my reaction to your insecurities.
they vanished,and i dont matter any more,all that matters is skinship.
it seems as if it dosent even matter who it is anymore,well as long as their not fat.
forgive me ,but i think putting meaningless sex above whatever we have,and have had in the past,is below you.
but iv always thought of you as...
it took a lot of courage to try this again after what has happened between you and my friends.after what iv been through especially.you really acted as if that didnt matter at all..
if i ever met you i'd probably react like this.
i can figure out most people within a few days.
iv known you for 5 years.
and each time you leave,im left even more confused.
that goofy grin
the ego
the childish gestures
how i feel when i talk to you
your like coming home.
not this terrible home that iv always wanted to get away from
a home were i finally feel safe.
im afraid.
im afraid to ask about your life.
because i feel as if i...
i want to be with you so badly…
not once.
not one could ever replace you.because to me you were always just that. irreplaceable. you were the person who would stay up till 3 am after coming home from being exhausted from school and work, just to talk to me.every single day.for six months. which according to you was four. the me who had putting up with abuse my entire life,the me had no idea what love meant till i met you,the me who had...
coward.
was i really nothing more then a support to ease away your insecurities.because from the looks of it.if i was more you wouldn’t have run away or given me up so easily just for the sake of skinship.
i wounder.
it’s probably really ridiculous to think of someone you’ve never even met before so often.