you know how i told you i always sleep at the edge of my bed,cuz it makes me feel dangerous.
that isent why.
…more so when i noticed myself doing that i when i first understood what love was.
when i noticed that i hadn’t slept in the middle of my bed in a while, i retreated back to the middle only to find myself moving back to the edge when i rolled over to look at the middle,i finally got why i did that,i was leaving room for you, completely ridiculous,i know i wasn’t going to randomly wake up and have you their,all i knew was that one day i wanted you by my side like that,and of course being the dumb thirteen year old that i was i thought that if loved you as much as i could and grew up quickly that maybe just maybe that would be enough.you don’t even understand how much of yourself has influenced parts of me and i saw it again when we talked a few months ago.
